Honestly I don’t think I would have filed for divorce before the medication. I was convinced that I was not only the problem, but that I was an evil villain, and that I was making the world a better place by killing myself. Suicide was the noble and heroic action in my mind at the time, and it’s only with the benefit of hindsight, continued medication, regular therapy, and reassurances from my family that I’m able to recognize how toxic my former situation was.

For me personally, it didn’t really feel like anything. Kind of like taking an over the counter pain medicine, it’s not an obvious change but the pain that was there before is numbed or even entirely gone. Not noticeable unless consciously thinking about it.

It took a while to find the right dosage (roughly a year, multiple hospital visits, and a divorce from a toxic marriage), but I went from being obsessed with suicide and doing multiple attempts every day to being horrified at the thought of suicide and wanting to live as long as possible.

True, but I was more thinking about the issue of reconnecting in general when you just nuked sshd.

Sure, I suppose as long as sshd is up and running in the ramdisk environment (which you mentioned in another comment, along with all other services) you could always reconnect. Very neat and clever!

What happens if the SSH session closes before dd finishes? Sounds pretty badass but I don’t think I would trust this approach in prod lol

Absolutely, that’s a given. It even allows you to see some of the data that it has harvested from you and what it has learned about your swipe texting patterns.

But it does work well, including what OP asked for, and I expect that all keyboard apps do much of the same. How else would the devs make any money from a free app that doesn’t have ads?

I’ve been using the SwiftKey keyboard for a while and it allows any fucking word I want to use. It’s really good at learning and predicting phrases I use often, including foul language, video game terms and words, etc.