Some people can have a fatigue where they’re tired of just moving platform to platform. Communicating platforms is heavily saturated to where, nobody would feel that grand of a difference going from Discord to that platform when they can still do the basics. People still wouldn’t leave Facebook, even, despite that platform having largely corroded over the years.

Until Discord is like charging people to use it, people aren’t going to budge. In a world where your privacy is circumvented whether you know it or not, a lot of people just shrug their shoulders at you when you present alternatives all like “ehh, cool” before just resuming what they’re already using.

Someone who lives in the gray perspective than just simply black and white. It gives someone like me, the ability to see situations and perspectives of others in different angles. There are a lot of situations, beliefs, worldviews, point of views .etc that can be complicated to understand and simply aren’t always black and white.

A lot of people in society live in black and white. It is either this or that, no room for an in-between. I would hate to be someone who can only see one lane or the other land. For I believe being in the gray, gives you a greater sense of the world and society abroad.

That’s why I am often always saying things “that’s the reason” or “that’s why” or so. Because there can be multiple reasons and whys than just this or that.

I don’t particularly trust any password manager. If it can be breached, possibly, has been or a chance to be breached, then I don’t trust it. I have a document of passwords locked behind a VeraCrypt container hosted locally. I trust nothing in the cloud or some remote program.

I’m tired of people dragging politics into literally everything. We give them communities to talk politics in. We give them some leeway to talk politics here and there. But for the life of them, they won’t shut the fuck up about ANYTHING political.

Oh, so edgy, promoting the idea of getting diabetes. Heed your own advice.

I feel that. Especially when cleaning the apartment around. Dust is infectious on every surface, it’ll come back within the week and just build again from where it left off. It’s just tiring to have to deal with that on a constant basis while wasting money on cleaning products that promise it’ll get rid of it for prolonged periods of time.

And when shit has hair around? That’s even more annoying. I get plastic utensils, plastic plates/bowls and paper plates to reserve myself from having to clean so much. I reserve actual dish washing to a dishwasher to spare myself.

Oh bless your bleeding heart. If only.

Annoy the piss out of us to verify and break down just to piss us off even more when we’re trying to get somewhere.

They manage a concurrent 40k userbase. 45k at peak.

People who make plans and are able to commit to those plans.

I make plans all of the time, myself, but it takes an eternity for me to do one. I think my problem is that I cram so many ideas in such a short span of time, that it creates a paralysis of choice to where I end up just sitting and doing nothing except watch youtube.

A pure centrist is someone who is able to evaluate the philosophies of both of the political parties and see multiple ways than they are projected by either party. The most important role of a centrist, is to decide for themselves what they personally think is right. I think Centrists have gotten bastardized and demonized thanks to bad actors who treat it as just a way to sit in the middle until they decide to pick which party they align with.

That’s not the purpose of being a centrist.

The fact that so many people do not know or care of the roles of independent and centrist beliefs is embarrassingly sad.

I’m happy internally in the sense that I still can come to a home, have some money in my checking and be able to do what I can in a flexible life/work balance. But there’s still some aspects of my life and the world around me that chips at it at times.

• I’m single and finding the right person has been an awful challenge. I’m attracting the wrong people, who’ll want almost lop-sided relationships that favors them, because asking for 50/50 and any level of contribution from them is simply ‘too much’.

• I hate how manufactured the world feels. Like, the only glimpses I get of this is when watching cable television when they have them in waiting rooms of hospitals, dealerships, restaurants .etc It just reminds me that no matter how much we know of the problems that there are in this world, shit like that carries on without a hitch.

• The internet has turned into an awful place overtime. No matter where. I almost cannot say something without some emotionally charged dipshit coming up to me to give me a hard time and when I retaliate, they turn into a victim so they can cry to the moderators, who’ll deal with me faster than they can of them.

• I hate how I was born in a shitty family, my timeline of events and with people have been all but screwed up. I wish that I had met certain people earlier, some people later, that I developed better beforehand .etc

• I’m getting awfully tired of where and how to spend my emotional energy on things. People online and offline just rallying people into what they think they should be upset about. It’s no better than the media telling you what you should be upset about and why. I’m becoming more tone deaf and careless about everything because I’m sick of this tug-of-war game with people.

• I wish that I had came out as to who I am far earlier than I really did. I feel like that coming out late and not touching upon my suspicions about identity and gender almost makes me feel like a faker of some kind. I especially would’ve gotten allies too a lot earlier and maybe have explored these ventures to add to my development overtime.

So yeah, while I am still somewhat happy to have a job, to eat, to have a roof over my head .etc I still live in some level of contempt towards a lot of things.

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Learn. To. Structure. Text.

I’m so fucking sick of screaming children right now. If your kid finds their time worthwhile to be just screaming, then you’ve failed at helping them develop hobbies.

There was a pizza joint I remembered going to, where they actually baked their pizzas done the wood fired way. I loved watching that, the smell of it and everything. So probably that.

At least it doesn’t determine when and how often you can post.

This is why I’m making sure to destroy my PC. Closeted fetishes, Rule34 stuff, SecondLife sex imagery and things I’ve done with people on there .etc

Everything in my physical possessions would not give off anything, but anything found on my PC would.

I don’t debate or argue to win. I debate and argue just to get my points across and to be heard.

Have we not learned as to what you look like when winning is your top priority in online arguments?

I’ve no hope that someone will remember a thing of me. Because the only people that will remember things of me, are those I’ve met in my lifetime. And they too will be gone.

I don’t get this question.